Dating like a Boxer: The Sweet Science.

Source: ESPN

Yes, you read the title correctly. Dating like a boxer.

With all of the effort that goes into maintaining a relationship, and the circumstances that can come against it, dating is very much a fight.  We have a hook up culture that allows the physical benefits of a relationship without the responsibility. Nude photos between partners are posted all over the internet for the entertainment of perfect strangers. We have a social media that people often use to express the happiness of the relationships or its many troubles. Our culture makes sustaining a relationship a struggle; one in which you have to fight to make things work.

Sometimes the fighting starts long before the relationship is established. Some of us believe that every relationship is a power struggle, and they walk into the first date looking to win. When we view relationships this way, we learn pick up techniques to get what we want. We abide by rules to get our needs met regardless of the situation. At the end of the day, each partner tries to maintain an advantage over the other. Sometimes this competition seems to be the basis of the entire relationship.

Whether you are fighting with each other, or with the world around you, if you are in a relationship, you are likely engaged in some form of combat, and it would behoove you to win. However, it is how you define your victory and how you intend to achieve it that makes all the difference.  Some of us equate victory with a happy marriage and children. Others, a hot girl on your arm, or a hefty bank account. Some consider it a win if they just have someone who will never leave their side. Whatever your goal, love is worth fighting for, but there are two kinds of fighters who use their own methods achieve success.  There are boxers and then there are street fighters, and they could not be any more different.

The life of Muhammad Ali outside of the ring.

To anyone with knowledge of the sport, there is a lot more to boxing than the fight itself.  First, boxers train themselves on the fundamentals and the physical fitness required to perform them. In high school Muhammad Ali worked out like a professional athlete. When he turned pro, he never lost his roots; running for miles, performing countless calisthenics, and maintaining a strict diet. By the time he weighed in for his fight against Joe Louis, Ali was over two hundred pounds of speed and power, and he annihilated the defending champion when almost everyone counted him out. When doubters called it a fluke, Ali beat him again to establish that he was the true champion.

The infamous Anchor Punch.

Mike Tyson also trained for hours every day; running, push-ups, body squats, shadow boxing, bag work, sparring.  When he sparred, he injured and knocked out his partners until it was difficult to find someone to help him prep for his matches. When he wasn’t training with Cus D’Amato, he was shadowboxing in his room. Mike Tyson lived for boxing, and by the time he entered the ring for his World Championship bout, Iron Mike was built like a wolverine. He fought like one until and snatched his belt from Trevor Berbick.

There are knockouts, and then there are Tyson knockouts.

Floyd Mayweather also trains like a mad man, and the results show when he embarrasses his opponents with a variety of counters until they hesitate to even take a swing. He remains undefeated because when he enters that ring, he is equipped with a body, skill set, and a strategic mind that enables him to back up all of his tough talk. Hate him or love him, you have to respect his ability. Few people could argue that Mayweather does not work hard enough to earn his victories.

Swing at your own risk.

Aside from speed, power, and endurance in varying degrees, what do all of these boxers possibly have in common? They grew up in different economic circumstances. Their families are nothing alike. Their personalities couldn’t be any more different. Still, they all believe in the same universal philosophy.  These boxers understand that preparation wins the fight long before you enter the arena. To get what you want, you must will yourself to become the person who deserves it.

If you think Tyson was just a savage, watch this video.

People who date like boxers use this approach in everyday life. They’re not in a rush to have someone to keep them company. Instead, they work on themselves first. They set up a five year plan for their career and carry it out. They set fitness goals and achieve them.  They commit to going to church every Sunday, calling their parents every Saturday, or reading a book a week. They will pursue anything that they believe makes them a better person before they connect with someone else.  Nobody is perfect, but when you date like a boxer you select your partner and live every day like someone who deserves her.  By the time the two of you enter the proverbial ring, you’re built for the relationship. You’re ready to go the distance. No one can stop you from getting what you came for. Instead of just looking for a special someone, you work on yourself until you can’t help but be special to someone else. You live a life with a vision knowing that you have all of the tools necessary to realize it and that you possess the qualities necessary for a healthy relationship.

It takes a lot of endurance to talk as much as Mayweather. It takes even more to back it up.

Still, there’s more to boxing than just the training and the fight. Boxing has rules. You don’t punch below the belt. You don’t punch the back of the head. You can’t grab someone and hit them. You cannot elbow, kick, or head butt your opponent. You must fight with your fists and you must fight clean.  When the bell rings, you stop fighting and go to your corner until it’s time for the next round.  A boxing match isn’t just a fight. It’s a test of wills, an exchange between two people at their physical zenith. The rules ensure that the playing field is equal with no unfair advantage given to either fighter at any time.  The best way to gain that advantage is to fight better than your opponent.

When you date like a boxer, you have rules too. You don’t hit below the belt by lying, cheating, or using any form of psychological or physical abuse, and anyone else who does is disqualified from your life. If you have a conflict, you resolve it until it’s over, and you let it go. You don’t keep swinging after the bell by holding grudges and bringing up past hurts to gain a present advantage. When you date like a boxer, you seek out the challenge of someone who trains as much as you do.  When you meet, both of you will work hard to prove yourselves worthy of each other.  One of the best ways to prove yourself is by following the rules and respecting each other’s boundaries.  When you date like a boxer, you conduct yourself with dignity, honor, and respect for the other person; much like a boxer respects the sport that he loves.

Not everyone treats dating like a boxing match. Some treat it like a street fight. If you’ve ever seen or been in a street fight, it’s nothing like boxing. First off, nobody trains beforehand. Street fights are often a spur of the moment encounter, and the opponents are usually out of shape and too drunk to throw a proper punch.  Also, there are no rules. In a street fight, nothing is off limits.  You can and should aim for the eyes, throat, and groin to take your opponent down fast. Bite if you have to. Use weapons of opportunity; bottles, bricks, pipes, or any other hard object you can get your hands on.

Not exactly in the street, but you get the idea. Weapons of opportunity aplenty here.

In a street fight, you must do whatever it takes to win with no hesitation or mercy. There are no rounds. No bell tells you when to start or stop. Some circles advise that in a street fight, you don’t stop when your opponent has had enough. You stop when you’ve had enough, and you are too tired to raise your arm to hit him again. That’s how you send a message to anyone else that you are not to be trifled with.

Would you fight Bruce after this? Exactly.

Why are street fights so different from boxing? The answer is simple. Boxing is about honor for the sport and working to achieve victory. It’s about proving who is the better athlete and who possesses the stronger mind.  This is a preposterous notion in the street. Street fights are about survival.  When someone attacks you on a sidewalk, you’re not fighting with a strategy you’ve mapped out with months of training and watching tape. You’re punching, kicking, scratching, gouging, and biting for your life because you don’t know what to expect from the other guy. He could pull a razor blade from his mouth and cut you. In a bar, he could grab a bottle and smash your head.  Outside, he could have friends lying in wait to jump you the moment you hit the ground(side note: NEVER hit the ground in a street fight). In the worst case scenario, he could draw a gun and shoot you; especially after he loses. When you’re outside of a sanctioned environment, there are too many variables to play it safe. So it is your job to eliminate the threat in front of you as quickly as possible. There is no test of wills. There is no honor.  There is only the instinctual desire to live another day.

While boxing is a great sport that exemplifies discipline and strengthens the mind, a street fight seldom draws out any positive qualities. Anyone who engages in a street fight for any reason other than at least a perceived necessity is most likely intoxicated, a hot tempered fool who can’t walk away from a fruitless confrontation, or someone with a fetish for hurting people. This is especially true if you initiate the altercation every time. The only exceptions are extreme circumstances, including but not limited to: defending yourself, saving a victim of domestic violence, or protecting a child from abuse.  Street fights should be a last resort because they can result in serious injury or even death. Taking such a risk requires the utmost justification.  If that justification is not available, it is best to just walk away.  You’re not impressing anyone; especially if and when you lose.

He should have listened; or maybe swung the moment the guy laid hands on him.

Street daters aren’t trying to better themselves so that they’ll be ready for a great relationship. All they care about is their survival at your expense, and they will do anything to ensure it. They have no limits and refuse to respect your boundaries if they get in the way of them getting what they want. Street daters walk into relationships with the hope that they are the last ones standing in the end.  So if they sense that you might leave, they break up with you first. While you’re dating, they keep romantic interests on the back burner just in case they don’t get what they want.  They continue to look for more of what you don’t have; better body, prettier face, more money, greater pedigree.  Sometimes they’ll date you as a stepping stone to reach the person they truly see as their ideal partner.  Once they find that better person, or someone they think is better, they will leave you in a heartbeat. Street daters come in many forms from all genders and sexual orientations; players, abusers, cheaters, and social climbers to name a few. They all walk into a relationship looking for a way to survive the encounter, not make it better, and the only way to survive is to eliminate the threat standing in their way.  You become that threat the second you start to respect yourself and set healthy boundaries.

When someone is looking for a street fight, walk away unless you’re forced to engage. If you have to fight, finish your opponent without delay and keep it moving. Street fights bring nothing but trouble, and if you’re smart, you’ll never purposely make time for them.  Street daters will bring that trouble every day throughout the course of your relationship, and you shouldn’t make time for them either. When you realize that you are dealing with a street dater, turn your back on him.  Just walk away before someone gets hurt because it is the other person’s goal to hurt someone. That someone just happens to be you this time around, and when he’s done with you, he’ll move on to his next victim. Don’t be a victim. Don’t play the street dater’s game. Leave her where she stands and move on.  When you have a vision for your life, you don’t have time for the drama a street dater will bring. You’re too busy preparing for the true victories in life.

Date like a boxer. Spend every day bettering yourself. Become the best you can be and date someone who is doing the same so that you have more to give to each other. After fighting for your relationship, you will both raise your gloves in victory while the whole world cheers; except the street daters.  They’ll be outside slugging it out all night after you’ve kicked them out of your life, and they will continue to thrash about with no true goal in sight. Meanwhile, you two will ride off in your fancy new car while sharing your championship belt.  Live like a boxer and you will always be a winner. You’ve trained too hard to be anything else. So enjoy your victory.  There is no doubt that it is well deserved. Just remember this. The next time you have a big fight coming up, in the street, in the ring, anywhere, just make sure you’ve picked a partner who stands in your corner. Fight for each other, and you’ll be an unstoppable combination.

Power couples seldom lose.

Have you ever had to fight for someone you love? Have you made things work despite the odds? Inspire us all by commenting and sharing your story with the rest of us. Until then, catch you next time. Like the rest of my fellow boxers, I’ve got some training to do. Peace and Love.

Fight well, my friends.

No Apologies,
G. Miller

December/January Rule Your Nation Awards

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Hello, Readers! Welcome to another segment of the Rule Your Nation Awards! The past couple months have been pretty crazy, but I come bearing gifts. The people in this segment will be honored for their life’s work, for making strong statements, and for setting records.  Unfortunately, we’ve also lost some great people who exemplified Ruling Your Nation by blazing trails in their fields for others to follow. Without further delay, let’s get started.

Magic Johnson

Arguably the only  basketball player in NBA History to rival Michael Jordan, Earvin Magic Johnson ran the Showtime Lakers offense like a CEO during his playing days and brought a wonderful return on his investment with five championships. He was ahead of his time as a 6’9 point guard with better ball handling and court vision than any other point guard in the game, but  he still possessed the toughness and touch to score and rebound like a forward.  His legacy in the NBA is that of a revolutionary, and even after retirement, Magic continues to stay relevant. He started Magic Johnson Enterprises in the 80s, but stuck with it until it grew into a $1 billion dollar entity that funds AIDS research, after school programs in urban communities, scholarships to students of color. Combine that with his 22 partner companies, and Magic has more than made a name for himself as an athlete and business pioneer. That is why Sports Illustrated awarded him the Sportsman of the Year Legacy Award. Magic is only the second person to receive this honor, and it is well deserved. Kudos to you, Magic Johnson.  You are Ruling Your Nation by continuing to expand your impact on the world around you. Keep it coming.

Source: Sports Illustrated

Alia Atkinson

Introducing Alia Atkinson. She is a swimmer for Jamaica. She is a gold medalist. She is also the first black woman to win a world swimming title. On Saturday, December 6, 2014, Atkinson swam the 100 meter breast stroke at an amazing 1 minute 2.36 seconds. Even she was amazed by her own feat when she saw the time. Kudos to you, Alia Atkinson. You are Ruling Your Nation by making history. This writer salutes you.
Source: The Root and

Derrick Rose

Derrick Rose Derrick Rose earns yet another Rule Your Nation Award for wearing an I Can’t Breathe T-shirt. Most athletes don’t make these kinds of political statements, but in light of the grand jury decision concerning the death of Eric Garner, the country was in an uproar. “I Can’t Breathe” hashtags and t-shirts popped up everywhere, and everyone had an opinion. Derrick Rose expressed his thoughts the best way he knew how; by showing them on his chest in front of millions of viewers.  Kudos to you, Derrick Rose. You are Ruling Your Nation by making a statement regardless of the potential repercussions. Continue to express yourself both on and off the court.

Source:SB Nation

Stuart Scott

On Saturday, January 3, 2015, the world lost a great man in the journalism world. Stuart Scott lost his battle to cancer after putting up a championship caliber fight for over seven years. Scott was a pioneer. He revolutionized the way that journalists spoke to and about athletes. He coined phrases like “cooler than the other side of the pillow,” and generally made SportsCenter a staple show in household around the world. Stuart Scott is an inspiration to any sports fan, and he will be missed. Kudos to you, Stuart Scott. You Ruled Your Nation by living life on your terms. This writer is honored to have watched and read your work and hopes to only be half as good as you.

Source: ESPN

Greg Plitt

On January 17, 2015, the world lost yet another great man in Greg Plitt. Greg Plitt’s dedication to fitness, and his unflinching willingness to push others to achieve their goals inspired millions. He posed for magazines. He had a website with over 10,000 subscribers. He pushed other fitness experts to be the best in their field. Greg Plitt was more than a fitness guru. For many, he was a hero, and his unfortunate death in a train accident was a source of mourning around the world. Kudos to you, Greg Plitt. You Ruled Your Nation by never losing your convictions and staying true to your craft. Hopefully many will follow in your footsteps.

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Coach K

Coach Mike Krzyzewski, the man, the legend, has just hit another milestone. On January 25, he earned his 1,000th win; the most in NCAA Men’s history. Of course, Coach K was a great coach before he won that game, but another notch on his belt serves to cement his prowess in the college basketball game. Kudos to you, Coach K! You are Ruling Your Nation by dominating the game! Keep doing your thing!

Source: SB Nation and ESPN

Serena Williams

Serena Williams is yet another legend. She just tied for third on the list of Grand Slam Champions with 19.  On the tennis court, it just doesn’t get any better than Serena. With her powerful serve and relentless, attacking style, she has yet again proven too much for her opponent. After watching her revolutionize the game for years, we have come to expect nothing less. Kudos to you, Serena. You are Ruling Your Nation by winning at the game you love. This writer applauds your victory.

Source: NPR and CNN

Barack Obama

This clip doesn’t need any writing. Just watch.

Source: ABC News and Fox 4 News.

Every Day Conquerors

Nadia Lopez

Unless you haven’t accessed the internet for the past couple months, you have heard of this woman in this picture. Principal Nadia Lopez of Mott Hall Bridges Academy has become an instant sensation after one of her students stated her methods for disciplining her students:

“When we get in trouble, she doesn’t suspend us. She calls us to her office and explains to us how society was built down around us. And she tells us that each time somebody fails out of school, a new jail cell gets built. And one time she made every student stand up, one at a time, and she told each one of us that we matter.”

In an education system that is  failing our students, it is inspiring to hear about educators who make it a point to tell each and very child that they are better than their circumstances, and even better than their own behavior. She also educates them on the school to prison pipeline in a way that sends a clear message; you are better than this and your life depends on you acting like it.  While describing her school culture, Principal Lopez states:

“This is a neighborhood that doesn’t necessarily expect much from our children, so at Mott Hall Bridges Academy we set our expectations very high. We don’t call the children ‘students,’ we call them ‘scholars.’ Our color is purple. Our scholars wear purple and so do our staff. Because purple is the color of royalty. I want my scholars to know that even if they live in a housing project, they are part of a royal lineage going back to great African kings and queens. They belong to a group of individuals who invented astronomy and math. And they belong to a group of individuals who have endured so much history and still overcome. When you tell people you’re from Brownsville, their face cringes up. But there are children here that need to know that they are expected to succeed.”

As a a result of Principal Lopez’s strong leadership, Humans of New York lead a fundraiser raised over $1 million dollars for students from Mott Hall Bridges Academy to visit Harvard University every year. Kudos to you, Principal Lopez. You are Ruling Your Nation by inspiring the next generation to do the same. This writer admires your work.

Source:  Yahoo NewsHumans of New York, and Life&Style Magazine.

Well there you have it, folks! So far, humanity has started off the year with a bang, and it’s only getting better from there.  As some of you already know, February already has quite a few conquerors with stories just waiting to be written.  Do you know someone who exemplifies Ruling Your Nation? Don’t be shy! Shine a little light on them by emailing me a photo and bio to Fame is not required. Awesomeness is a prerequisite. Until next time, my people!

Rule well, my friends.

No Apologies,
G. Miller

p.s. It’s been a while since I’ve written anything on relationships. I’ve got something for you this weekend! Here’s a hint:

I am the Greatest!

November Rule Your Nation Awards

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Hello, readers! Welcome to November’s Rule Your Nation Awards. It has been a very good month for sports in particular, but a bad month for the family of Michael Brown and the rest of Ferguson, Missouri.  Still, some great people managed to shine a silver lining on some of the darkest moments. This month, and from this point on, the Rule Your Nation Awards will have a section titled “Every Day Conquerors” dedicated to people who may not be famous but are as passionate and dedicated to ruling their nations as any celebrity. If you have any nominations for an award, please send a picture, bio, and reason he/she deserves an award to Multiple submissions are accepted and encouraged. Until then, let’s get started.

Kobe Bryant Rule Your Nation

Kobe Bryant

Kobe Bryant has spent his entire career on the butt-end of media scrutiny and this season was no different. With articles claiming that he was a cancer to his team, to numerous response pieces in his defense, Kobe’s media persona can be summed up with one phrase. You either love him or hate him, but he is still Kobe. The Mamba is also constantly compared to Michael Jordan; especially as he approaches His Airness’ scoring record. However, this month Kobe reached a record that is all his own. He is now the first NBA player to score 30,000 points and 6,000 assists(surpassing Jordan’s assist total). Kudos, to you Kobe Bryant. Even with the constant criticisms and unfair comparisons to the G.O.A.T., you have carved out a place in history for yourself that no one can take away from you without playing well enough to surpass it. You are Ruling Your Nation by forging your own legacy. Keep doing you. Source:

Dirk Nowitzki Rule Your Nation
Dirk Nowitzki

As one of the most underrated future Hall-of-Famers in the NBA, Dirk Nowitzki always finds ways to stay relevant. Much like Kobe Bryant, Dirk’s talent and work ethic has resulted in a career full of accolades. At 36 years old, he still averages over twenty points per game and shoots over fifty percent from the field, and he does it with a game all his own that is so effective that other players(including Kobe Bryant) have started copying it.   Dirk’s recent achievement of passing Hakeem Olajuwon to become the highest scoring foreign born player in NBA history is yet another testament to his undying passion for the game.  With his 26,947th point, Dirk solidified his place as one of the best scorers of all-time. Kudos to you, Dirk Nowitzki. You are ruling your nation by making history the only way a skinny kid from Wurzburg, Germany would know how; with hard work, dedication, and creativity. Keep making it happen. Source:

Raiders Rams Football

St. Louis Rams

Before their Sunday game, the St. Louis Rams walked out with their hands up in protest to the recent grand jury decision of the Michael Brown case in Ferguson, Missouri. Though there are certainly athletes who start foundations and donate to numerous causes, it is not often that you see athletes use the athletic arena to protest. It takes a certain level of boldness and integrity to risk media scrutiny and endorsements for the sake of proclaiming that an injustice has occurred. In light of the recent events in Ferguson, Missouri, this protest was especially memorable. Kudos to you, St. Louis Rams. You are Ruling Your Nation by taking a stand when others would not. This writer applauds you. Source:

Kate Hudson Rule Your Nation

Kate Hudson

In a world full of get-skinny-quick schemes, Kate Hudson tells the cold hard truth. If you want to get in shape, you must work at it. Period. Kate Hudson told US Weekly that she “works her ass off” to stay in shape and that, “Everybody wants some sort of secret and there just isn’t, it’s just you have to work out.” However, Hudson also makes a valid point about practicing a consistent work-out routine instead of an overly intense one:

“I wouldn’t say [I work out] a lot, just consistently…People think for some reason you have to work out for two and a half hours…but, it can be little. It can be 20 minutes, it could be 40 minutes, but you have to [get it in].”

Kudos to you, Kate Hudson.  You are Ruling Your Nation by setting the example that there is no replacement for hard work to achieve your goals.  Continue to maintain your excellence. Source:

Everyday Conquerors

Terrence Williams Rule Your Nation

Terrence Williams

During the riots in Ferguson, there was a lot of anger and conflict. Some people may have watched the video clips of people destroying property and thought that such behavior was all that Ferguson had to offer. Wrong. Meet Terrence Williams, a  young man who got up at seven in the morning to clean the community.  He was not the only person cleaning up, but  his media exposure represents a positive image of black males that is  often overshadowed by the “thug” narrative, and it is a refreshing sight to see. Kudos to you, Terrence Williams. You are Ruling Your Nation by doing the right thing. Your efforts are appreciated. Source:

Tugce Albayrak Rule Your Nation
Tugce Albayrak

Tugce Albayrak died at 23 years old this past month after defending two girls from a group of men harassing them in the street. After she stepped in to protect the girls, one of the men waited by her car and attacked her. Though there are conflicting stories about how the altercation took place, the resulting coma is undisputed. On her birthday, Ms. Albayrak’s parents decided to shut off her life support. It is a shame that doing the right thing can result in death, and this blog will join in honoring Ms. Albayrak by telling her story. Kudos to you, Ms. Albayrak. You Ruled Your Nation by helping others; even to the point of self-sacrifice. #ZivilCourage. Source:

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Londrelle Hall and Ray Mills

Londrelle Hall and Ray Mills trained for a month before running 550 miles from Atlanta, Georgia to Ferguson, Missouri to pay respects to Michael Brown’s memorial. They are also raising money for the families of Michael Brown, John Crawford, Charles Smith, and for the bail and court fees of the protesters in Ferguson, Missouri. Here is an example of two people taking their gifts and talents and using it for a good cause. The amazing feat of running 550 miles is only amplified by the incredible hearts behind it; the same hearts that led these men to the emotional moment at Michael Brown’s memorial pictured above. Kudos to you, Mr. Hall and Mr. Mills. You are Ruling Your Nation by doing the extraordinary. This writer salutes  your passion for justice and your efforts to make the world a better place.  Source:

Zach Hodskins Rule Your Nation

Zach Hodskins

Zach Hodskins was born without the lower half of his left arm. However, he still managed to play basketball well enough  to make the Florida Gators’ roster. As a result, the Florida Gators opened the season by giving him his first college minutes. Though he did not score his first college points(yet), Zach “fulfilled a dream” by playing on such a high stage. Kudos to you, Zach Hodskins. You are Ruling Your Nation by refusing to accept limits. Keep doing what you love. Source:


Paige Fox

Paige Fox is a Third Year Law Student at Chicago-Kent College of Law who holds an intense passion for public interest law. Though she regularly interns for the Abuse Investigation and Legal Advocacy Unit (AIU) at Equip for Equality, Ms. Fox finds little ways to help people every day in her free time. On November 26th, Paige was waiting at Union Station in Downtown Chicago when a  man approached with a trash bag of clothes and asked if he could use her phone. He told her that he had just been released from prison, and the clothes in his bag were all that he had in his name. Since everyone else ignored him, Paige called his mother for him. He thanked her and said, “There really are good people in the world. Happy Thanksgiving.” Kudos to you, Paige Fox. You are Ruling Your Nation by living a life of service and acts of kindness, both large and small. Do not stop giving to a world that needs more people like you.

There you have it, ladies and gentlemen. November has blessed us with some pretty amazing people people. We had the excellent finding a way to be more awesome. We also had the ordinary doing the extraordinary. The moral of the story? You don’t have to be famous or fit a particular standard to Rule Your Nation. You just have to be the best you that you can be, and live your life with no apologies. Until next time, Conquerors!

Rule Your Nation, my friends.

No Apologies,

G. Miller

September/October Rule Your Nation Awards

Hello, readers! So with working and promoting my new book Achilla The Strong, I had to take a little hiatus from the blog, but I did not completely slack off. First, the domain name has changed to Second, I have kept track of current events well enough to post some Rule Your Nation Awards.  For all of the first-timers to this blog, the Rule Your Nation Awards are handed out to anyone who has achieved a great feat that exemplifies living your life your way with no apologies. The great feat can be something as simple as saying the right thing at the right time to the right audience or achieving a milestone of epic proportions. This post will include the Rule Your Nation Awards for the months of September and October. Enjoy!

USA Basketball

USA Men's BasketballUSA Womens Basketball

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The United States has proven, yet again, that it produces the best basketball players by winning the FIBA World Tournament. The rest of the world has sent some ballers to the NBA: Dikembe Mutumbo, Hakeem Olajuwon, Dirk Nowitzki, and Pau Gasol to name a few from the past and present. However, no other country in the world has such a wealth of upcoming talent as the United States. Whether they’re coming out of New York, Illinois, California, North Carolina, Connecticut(see my previous post on Connecticut Basketball), or even Ohio, the United States is a factory for prime basketball talent. This summer in particular, we displayed our basketball prowess by winning both the Men’s and Women’s Divisions. MVP Kyrie Irving put on a show for the ages, but it was a team effort that got our teams the gold. Kudos to you, USA Basketball. You are ruling your nation by maintaining your excellence. You certainly earned your medals.

Anthony Davis

Anthony Davis(picture: yahoo sports)

On opening night this guy put up 26 points, 17 rebounds, and 9 blocks. That’s not a stat line you see very often. Considering how under the radar Davis was in high school until Kentucky picked him up, it is unlikely that anyone expected him to dominate in an NBA game. Now, his excellence is expected on a nightly basis. Will he repeat those statistics every night? Probably not. Will he have a career season this year? Yes. Kudos to you, Anthony Davis. You are ruling your nation by making a name for yourself through your actions alone. The Brow will speak for itself this season.

Derrick Rose

Derrick Rose(picture: espn)

As a newly minted Bulls fan, this writer is just happy to see him on the court. During his USA Basketball campaign, he did not put up particularly good numbers. Years of rust will do that to you. However, his body looked great; as does his commitment to stick to the program after watching Paul George’s gruesome injury. Now he is playing well for the Bulls this season. He may not be his MVP caliber self, but he is still good enough to go toe-to-toe with Kyrie Irving and destroy teams with his shooting, finishing, and passing ability. His athleticism has not fully returned(people who think it has have clearly forgotten how amazing it was before), and it may not. However, that could be a blessing in disguise.  If he is athletic enough to run the floor and get in the lane, but perhaps not so much that he relies on it to his detriment, Rose may finally play with a balanced style that will help him have a long career. Let’s face it, it’s amazing to watch him bang with big men, but even Kobe Bryant and Michael Jordan learned to reduce their slashing. Rose has already developed a good jump-shot, and he won’t stop until he is equally dangerous inside and outside of the paint. Kudos to you, Derrick Rose. You are ruling your nation with perseverance by refusing to let an injury stop you. Go out there and play your heart out.

Howard Beck/Becky Hammon

Becky Hammon

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Howard Beck, NBA Senior Writer for Bleacher Report, wrote a compelling story on Becky Hammon.  For those of you who don’t know,  Becky Hammon recently earned the title of assistant coach for the San Antonio Spurs and will be the first woman to open an NBA season with that position. In such a male dominated industry as the NBA, this is no small feat.  As you read Becky Hammon’s story, you’ll find that she doesn’t do anything small.  She spent her whole life doing big things and achieving goals that nobody expected from her.  Perhaps her most admirable quality is her way of forcing her peers to respect her talent, intelligence and work ethic by excelling on every stage. She will continue to do so as an assistant coach. After all, not everybody earns the trust of Greg Popovich. It is unlikely that Becky Hammon is looking to gain anyone’s adoration or make history, but she has managed to do both. Kudos to the both of you, Mr. Beck and Ms. Hammon. One of you has an amazing story; the other had the insight to write it well enough for the world to read. You are both ruling your nations well.

Charles Barkley

Charles Barkley(picture: Bleacher Report)

On Charles Barkley made a controversial statement about the black community. In short, he claimed that black people have a tendency to hold each other back by ostracizing one another. If you don’t act this way, speak this way, look this way, you are called “not black”. This is only true for certain black people, but it is a trend that needs to stop. It is not a crime to have diversity within your own community, and anyone who can’t see that is just flat-out narrow-minded.  Barkley caught a lot of flack for his words, but what else is new?  He may not be the best-spoken, most politically correct person on the planet, but he speaks from his heart.  What you see is what you get, and love him or hate him, it’s hard to not respect him. Kudos to you, Charles Barkley. You are ruling your nation by speaking your mind on an important issue. Keep it up.


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When most people think of Gospel Rap, they think of Christians using rap music to lead people to Christ. They seldom expect the music to be any good; let alone sell a lot of copies. Well, during the week of September 14, 2014, Lecrae, a gospel rapper, released his album Anomaly, and it earned a No. 1 on the Billboard charts. Contrary to popular(wrong) opinion, Christian rappers are just as skilled as the mainstream artists who, frankly, can be quite disappointing nowadays. Lecrae’s success on the charts has given him the star power to prove that regardless of your faith, or how you express it, people will respect real art when they hear it. Lecrae’s music is real art, and people are certainly hearing it all over the country. Kudos to you, Lecrae. You are ruling your nation by sticking with your beliefs and living your dream. This Christian salutes you.

Derek Jeter

Derek Jeter

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You know, there’s really nothing to say here. Just watch the video.

There you have it, ladies and gentlemen.  Do you know anyone who deserves an award? Contact me at with their story and photograph. Remember, they don’t have to be famous, but they must be awesome.

Rule well, my friends.

No Apologies,

G. Miller

Physical Beauty: The World’s Most Overrated Trait.

So this article is making lot’s headway on Elite Daily. I figured it would be appropriate to post it here. Read below and let me know what you think:

When looking for a partner, looks are overrated.

Yes, you read that correctly. The desire in our culture to place looks above all else has led to some destructive relationships. There are few things sadder than watching a beautiful couple treat each other like trash.

There are few things more frustrating than listening to someone tell you a woman is “out of your league” because she’s physically attractive — as if that were the only criteria that matters. It isn’t, and believing it will lead you to a life of misery and toxic relationships.

Don’t get me wrong; physical appearance is important, but it is not the most important trait to look for in someone you date. It is actually the bare minimum, and doesn’t quite cut it standing alone.

The true golden standard for someone you should date is someone whose company you enjoy and whose presence makes your life better. The person you date should be someone who adds something positive to your life.

Anything else, as some of us know all too well, can be a considerable waste of time. Though this list is not exhaustive, there are three important qualities that blow physical attraction out of the water.


Few traits are more seductive than a zeal for life. When someone has found her passion, she comes alive in a way that draws you in. It makes you want to back her up and help her succeed — not that she needs your assistance.

She was passionate about her work, her craft and her life, long before you arrived. Now that you can see that passion in her eyes as she lights up when she talks about it, you’re hooked.

The good thing about passion is that it doesn’t stop. Passionate people are passionate about almost everything in their lives.

So when she kisses you, it’s one hell of a kiss. In bed, she will wow you. Her faithfulness is beyond reproach because nobody can tear her away from someone she’s passionate about (i.e. you).

Dating a passionate woman with the zest and energy required to live her life the way she wants to live it is always an adventure that you would be a fool to turn down. Just ask George Clooney; someone without passion doesn’t hold that intense, wild, limitless gaze that holds your attention.

She looks more like a deer in headlights, dazed and confused, perhaps waiting for someone else to show her what she should do as she looks to latch onto someone else’s life goals, or just the benefits. She might be okay for a night, but you’ll end up getting bored and distancing yourself from her because you literally see nothing to her but her physical appearance.

You walk away, most likely into the arms of the passionate woman you just met at Starbucks who smiles from ear to ear as she talks about how much she loves saving the lives of animals as a veterinarian.

When you place these two women side by side, the one with passion always stands out, even if she’s not the prettier of the two. The one without it, you’ll soon forget.


This is not to be confused with the Cult of True Womanhood that requires unflinching submission with a smile; the aforementioned passion makes no room for that. This form of kindness is about respect.

There are too many people in the dating world who walk into relationships looking for power or some sort of advantage. They lie, manipulate and play games to get you to submit to their will.

Being with a kind girl doesn’t allow you to skip on dates, intentionally hold someone on the backburner while you pursue a “better” option or juggle multiple people for the sake of attention and bragging rights.

A kind person is honest, upfront and sees no reason to use power plays in a romantic context. A kind person is not always nice, and that’s an important distinction. She will tell you the truth, even if it hurts, about what she does or does not like because she knows it’s better for both of you in the long run.

She understands that in a tough world prone to constant fighting and conflict, your romantic relationship is not the place for the dog-eat-dog mentality. The two of you should be able to meet on common ground and enjoy each other, and that can’t happen without mutual respect and generosity.

This is not to say that you won’t have disagreements, but even when you argue, you’ll fight fairly until it’s resolved and hopefully not go to bed angry.

A manipulator believes that every relationship is a power struggle and is always looking for ways to keep you under her thumb. A kind person believes that if the two of you are going to engage in a war, then you ought to be on the same side, and she is always looking for ways for the two of you to improve.

She is not here to take; she is here to give, and you should give in return in equal measure. If you do not find this trait attractive, then perhaps it’s because you lack it yourself and fail to recognize its value.

You don’t have to be a model to be kind, but a physically attractive woman who is utterly rude and cruel to those around her will only draw your frustration. If she is deceptive, she will only feed your mistrust and resentment until you get fed up and walk away without ever looking back.

The only men who will date her are the ones who have so little confidence that they’re actually willing to suffer her company for the chance of sleeping with her. You’ll never suffer the company of a kind woman; you’ll find yourself yearning it.

Once you meet a kind woman, the choice to stay will be obvious.


The qualities listed earlier are great, but you can most likely find only a few people who possess them. Everyone is capable of finding his or her passion in life, and very few people are incapable of displaying kindness if they decided to make the effort.

Uniqueness is a trait that allows her to stick out. She has to have some innate quality that lets you pick her out from a crowd of a thousand. It doesn’t matter what the unique quality is.

Uniqueness has nothing to do with whatever standards you may have about women in general. There has to be something about her that draws you in, and it cannot be defined by her physical beauty alone.

Physical appearance most certainly falls short in this department, especially in big cities like Chicago or New York, where beautiful women sit near you in cafés, ride next you on the bus and jog past you on the street every day. The more beauty you see, the more you get used to it, and the less it mesmerizes you.

However, combined with true uniqueness, a woman’s beauty truly comes alive. Without it, she’s just another pretty face. Uniqueness leaves a fingerprint in your mind that will never smudge or lift. It’s what separates her from the rest, and you’ll know it when you see it.

Again, physical beauty does matter, just not as much as we’re often told it does. A pretty face with no substance can always be replaced by another.

A passionate, kind, unique woman is pretty hard to walk away from. If she lacks those qualities, she is quite easy to forget. There is an old phrase that says a pretty face gets your attention, but personality keeps it.

This is true with a small caveat: A pretty face can keep your attention until she’s out of your sight. A beautiful person will captivate your mind until you see her next. Which one will you choose?

Choose True Beauty, my friends.

No Apologies,

G. Miller

p.s.: For the link to the Elite Daily article, click here.

Achilla The Strong-Free Sample!

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Achilla the Strong

The Nephilim Chronicles:Book 1

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Copyright 2014 Grant Miller

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“The Nephilim were on the earth in those days, and also afterward, when the sons of God came in to the daughters of man and they bore children to them. These were the mighty men who were of old, the men of renown.” –Genesis 6:4

 “Train a child in the way he should go, and when he is old he will not turn from it.” –Proverbs 22:6


Brendan Johnson sat in the bleachers inside the Central High School gym in Bridgeport, Connecticut. He tied the laces on his black and white Adidas sneakers that matched his black and white windbreakers and black t-shirt as “California Love” blasted through the speakers. Brendan closed his eyes and nodded to the music as more people filed in carrying the smell of McDonald’s fries and the wails of crying babies with them. Today was a rare day off for Brendan. As the best criminal defense attorney in Fairfield County, Brendan worked seven days a week for his startup firm, The Johnson Law Group, and he often worked twelve hour days. Serving the city of Bridgeport was his dream, and he pursued it like a man possessed.

Bridgeport was not an easy city to grow up in. As a product of Father Panik Village, Brendan saw more crime by the time he was fifteen than most adults do in their lifetime. He watched his friends grow from innocent school kids into drug dealers and stick-up kids; some even resorted to murder. However, it wasn’t just his friends doing wrong. Brendan never forgot how many times he was stopped in the street by police officers looking to get their kicks from picking on him; despite the fact that he had a clean record and was just walking home from school. He never forgot watching relatives get arrested for seemingly no reason and sent to prison for things Brendan knew they would never do. By the time he graduated from high school, four of his friends died from violent crime, and ten were serving a prison sentence; only half of whom actually committed the crime. Even then, Brendan considered himself lucky. He was lucky because his mother and father refused to let him run the streets. They ran their household with the sort of relentless, sickening, authoritarian control necessary when your child’s environment could kill him the second he walks out the door; whether the perpetrators were criminals or cops.

That controlling nature rubbed off on Brendan and enabled him to focus in college and graduate at the top of his class at Fairfield University; a small Jesuit school in the neighboring town of Fairfield. That controlling nature gave him the intelligence necessary to receive a scholarship to Yale Law School, and the drive to graduate at the top of his class. Despite the job offers he got from the top law firms in Connecticut, Brendan chose to start his own business to give back to his community. He decided to fight for the wrongfully accused and pursue justice for them when nobody else would. That controlling intelligence turned him into an amazing litigator; the kind who won motions nobody else would win; the kind who challenged judges nobody else wanted to challenge; the kind who cared more about holding his city accountable than playing the political game. Such dedication to his dreams and morals kept Brendan busy. Luckily, he still found time to pursue his hobbies and continue to give back to his community.

Basketball was one of those hobbies. Brendan was a star shooting guard for Central High School and came off the bench for Fairfield University. During his summers as a Yale law student, he coached and refereed boys and girls. Now all he could do was sponsor a team and watch, but that came with the criminal defense profession; all work and very little play. He sponsored a twelve-and-under girls’ team, and it was the team opposite his former classmate Roberto Gabrielli; another defense attorney who wanted to work with Brendan when he started his own firm. Brendan refused his partnership. Johnson and Gabrielli didn’t sound very good to Brendan, but he couldn’t put his finger on why. After hearing Roberto speak about his clients with condescension and disdain, Brendan figured it out. Gabrielli had no interest in justice. All he cared about was money, and he would always work for the highest bidder. Brendan spotted Gabrielli approaching with his dark brown hair slicked back and wearing blue jeans and a green polo shirt. He held a crooked grin under his pointy nose as Brendan rose to shake his hand. When Gabrielli tried to turn his wrist, Brendan resisted and kept his hand upright. He had a habit of trying to dominate everyone around him. Brendan refused to allow it for a second.

“Ready for the game?” Gabrielli asked with his typical crooked smile and cold blue eyes that made Brendan want to look away. “I hope you’re ready to lose.”

“They’re twelve,” Brendan chuckled. “Let’s be competitive about the things that matter. Like our clients for example. Did I really hear that you let your last guy plead not-guilty?”

“He had no case.”

“You let him get twenty years when he could have gotten five,” Brendan said. “I could’ve gotten him down to five.”

“And that’s why we should work together,” Gabrielli said with his arms wide. “You’re a visionary.”

“Flattery gets you nowhere with me,” Brendan replied. “Especially when you don’t fight for your clients.”

“When will you understand that this thing is a business?” Gabrielli hissed as he stood closer to Brendan. “I know people. Look, you’re a Bridgeport guy. My family’s been in New Haven for generations. We could combine our connections. I could bring you business-”

“I get plenty of business on my own-”

“Punks out of P.T. Barnum who can’t pay you?” Gabrielli said with a snort. “Is that what you want to do; work with lower people?”

“I work with clients who need representation,” Brendan snapped as he stared Gabrielli down. “And time and again, you have proven incapable of providing it. Now I am done talking to you about this. Get out of my face, Rob. You don’t want me to say that again.”

“Yeah, or what?” Gabrielli snapped back.

“Like you just said,” Brendan replied as he stepped forward. “I’m from Bridgeport. You want to find out what that means?”

Gabrielli stared at Brendan for a moment before turning to walk away. Brendan shook his head as his heart beat out of his chest. Something about Gabrielli always made Brendan’s skin crawl. His heart leapt out of his chest again when he passed by his wife and son on his way out the door. Gabrielli was the last person Brendan wanted around his family. Brendan’s wife, Samantha “Sam” Price Johnson approached wearing blue jeans and red t-shirt. Ever the tomboy since they were kids, the last time Samantha wore a dress outside of work was on their wedding day. Their son Samuel held her hand as he trailed behind her wearing a matching outfit and Air Jordans. Sam kissed Brendan on the cheek as she sat next to him.

“I saw Gabrielli on the way out,” Sam said. “He’s not sitting with us, is he? I don’t want him around Samuel.”

“Me neither,” Brendan said. “Don’t worry.”

“Good,” Sam sighed. “Well it was good of you to sponsor these girls.”

“Thanks,” Brendan said. “And thank you for bringing Samuel. I want him to learn the importance of giving back early on.”

“Of course,” Sam replied with a smile as the teams ran out onto the court for their layup lines. “Days like today remind me that I married good.”

“You always had a way with words,” Brendan chuckled. “Maybe you should be the lawyer.”

“Oh no, teaching’s much better,” Sam said as she nudged him with her elbow. “But if I do it well enough, you won’t have too many clients.”

“Which is why we should go into business together.”

“Nope,” Sam quipped with a grin. “I’ll just be the breadwinner, that’s all.”

Brendan and Sam laughed as Samuel walked across them and sat next to Brendan. Samuel’s birth was the happiest day of Brendan’s life, and his career achievements paled in comparison to watching him grow. He had light brown skin, big ears, and a wide smile like his mother, but Brendan saw himself in everything Samuel did. Much like Brendan at his age, he was very sensitive and impressionable. Growing up in Bridgeport knocked that softness out of Brendan. Now that they lived in Stratford, a neighboring suburb with much less crime and heartache, Samuel didn’t have to be so hard. Brendan would teach him how to be tough when he was ready for it. That was a much better option than being forced to grow up like Brendan was. Brendan smiled and patted his son’s head before he turned and looked at him with curiosity blaring from his eyes.

“Dad, why are we watching girls play basketball?” Samuel asked as he crossed his arms.

“Son, girls play ball just as well as anybody else,” Brendan replied. “Sometimes better in my opinion. Besides, I sponsored this team because I believe in giving back to people who need it.”

“How are you giving back if they didn’t give you anything?” Samuel replied.

“Samuel, that’s not what your father means,” Sam said. “He’s doing something nice for someone who can’t pay for a team themselves.”

“Like when you give money to bums on the street?” Samuel asked.

“They’re not bums, Samuel,” Sam said. “They’re homeless people. Don’t call them bums anymore.”

“Your mother’s right,” Brendan added. “Don’t let me hear you say that again.”

“Yes, sir,” Samuel groaned.

“I don’t know where he learned that from,” Sam said to Brendan. “It certainly wasn’t us.”

“He probably overheard your father on the phone with one of his cop buddies,” Brendan said as he watched the opening tip. “Among other things. I told you it was a bad idea to let Samuel ride with him-”

“Please, Brendan, not in front of Samuel-”

“That hasn’t stopped him,” Brendan growled before his eyes settled on a tan-skinned, black-haired girl on his team. She wasn’t any taller than the other girls, but something about the way she carried herself seemed older. Brendan frowned when he watched her catch the ball, dribble twice, and shoot a three-pointer. The ball sailed through the red rim and snapped the net. She then jogged down court and adjusted her green t-shirt as she stood in a defensive stance. She picked up a loose ball and sprinted down court faster than all of the other girls, stopped and shot another three-pointer. That shot also dropped through the net without touching the rim.

“We said we wouldn’t talk about that in front of Samuel,” Sam muttered. “We agreed-”

“Fine, you’re right, and I’m done,” Brendan said with a wave of his hand before pointing at the girl. “Do you notice anything different about that girl?”

“Aside from a future in the WNBA, no,” Sam replied with a shrug. “She sure can shoot.”

“No,” Brendan said as he watched the girl’s every move. “I mean, yes, she has a good jumper, but that’s not it. Something about her seems familiar.”

“She looks like you, Dad,” Samuel said as he pointed at the court. “That girl kind of looks like you. Is she my sister?”

“No, Samuel,” Sam giggled.

“No, she’s not, son,” Brendan said, but as he watched the girl some more, he could see the resemblance. Her face looked nothing like his, but her demeanor was a spitting image. The way she stared at her opponents, the way she exhaled and took long strides as she sprinted down court, the way she tied her shoes without bending her knees. Brendan felt like he was watching his miniature, female self on the court. When she looked up at the stands for a moment, Brendan nearly rose to his feet. Her eyes were as green as a pair of jade earrings. Brendan had not seen eyes like those in over eleven years.

“I think I know why she looks familiar,” Brendan said as he leaned close to Sam. “Look at those eyes.”

“She’s got green eyes,” Sam said. “So what?”

“Look again.”

“No,” Sam replied as she rolled her eyes at Brendan. “What are the odds, Brendan? Do you really think she’s Ailina’s kid?”

“I think it’s very possible,” Brendan said. What he didn’t tell her was that he was doing the math in his head. Ailina Harris was a tall, brunette woman from Bridgeport’s North End who Brendan dated during his senior year of college. When they first met, her green eyes held a hypnotizing gaze that Brendan couldn’t stay away from. Brendan was a bit of a player in college, but Ailina had a way of making him focus on her alone; especially when they became physically intimate. Having sex with Ailina was like losing his virginity over and over and it consumed his mind every day until the next time he saw her. They broke up when Brendan graduated from Fairfield, but they remained sexually involved during law school; mostly because Ailina would not let Brendan go and because Brendan couldn’t resist her advances. The closer he came to graduation, the more she called, and the more jealous she became around other women. Despite her striking beauty and sexual prowess, Brendan started to feel uneasy around her; the same way he often felt around Gabrielli. The more Brendan backed away, the more controlling and manipulative her tactics. After she pretended to have a mental breakdown and called him over to her apartment “just to see if he would come” as she put it, Brendan decided to cut her off cold turkey. She responded by attacking him.

Brendan had been slapped by a woman before. He had also won a lot of fights against men twice Ailina’s size. He knew how to protect himself. However, trying to restrain Ailina was like holding off a grizzly bear. Every smack and punch sent shockwaves through his body until all he could do was cover his head and hope that she would stop. She grabbed his arm when he tried to run away and yanked so hard that she broke it at the forearm just as he reached the door. As Brendan crawled out of the apartment, he watched her run to the bathroom. Thinking she was grabbing something to throw at him, Brendan rushed to his feet. He had no clue how correct he was. Brendan’s jaw dropped when Ailina pulled her sink out of the bathroom wall and carried it over her head as she stalked toward him.

Brendan would never forget the look in her eyes as she carried that sink through the house; so cold and intense that they seemed to change into a different shade of green. She screamed as she cocked the sink back, but he didn’t wait for her to throw it. Brendan never ran so fast from anyone in his entire life. He made it to his beat up, brown Celica out front and gunned the engine to his parents’ house on the East End. From there, they called an ambulance to the emergency room. Brendan had nightmares for weeks, and they all involved the shine in Ailina’s eyes when she carried that sink. For the first time, Brendan questioned if she was human. He vowed that if he ever saw her again, he would cross the street and hide unless he had a gun on his person; in which case, he would shoot her between the eyes.

That was eleven years ago. After recovering in the hospital and graduating from law school, Brendan moved to Stratford where he reconnected with Sam at an old butcher on the South Side of town. Though she was still a tomboy, she was no longer the girl Brendan played tag with as kids in the Father Panik Village. She was a brown-skinned woman with braids and a white smile from ear-to-ear who haggled the butcher down to a lower price for a pound of beef. She also had soft, brown eyes that made Brendan smile back. They were married two years later.

It was very possible that this girl, who looked like Ailina and acted like Brendan, was around eleven years old. Brendan held his face in his hands and prayed that he was just being paranoid. Surely, there was no way that he had a child with Ailina. He used protection every time, but condoms were not infallible. Knowing Ailina, she could have found a way to conceive a child without Brendan’s knowledge if she wanted one. The question was would she, and why?

“Honey, what’s wrong?” Sam asked as she rubbed Brendan’s back.

“I’m fine.”

“You say that every time something’s wrong,” Sam replied. “Like during your last trial. Why don’t we talk about it later? ”

“Yeah,” Brendan sighed. “Yeah, maybe later.”

Brendan watched the girl’s movements the entire game. She carried herself just like a Johnson. She also didn’t miss. Brendan estimated that she shot a good sixty percent from the field; a rare percentage for anyone, let alone a girl so young. Samuel played basketball too. He was good for his age and had a future in the sport, but judging from what Brendan was watching right now, this girl had more athletic potential than him.

“I think we should have a talk about this girl to the coach,” Sam said with a frown. “She doesn’t look like a twelve year old.”

“Yes she does,” Brendan said. “And she’s probably eleven.”

“No, she looks eleven,” Sam said as she pointed a finger at the game. “But she doesn’t play like it. I mean look at her. She should be playing with high schoolers. I don’t like when people scout older kids to win. It ruins it for the other kids. Somebody did that in Samuel’s league, and it cost them the game. It just broke his little heart.”

“I honestly don’t think she’s old, babe,” Brendan said as he watched the girl jog down court. He frowned when another girl tried to push her and bounced off. The green-eyed girl didn’t seem to notice. When another player on the opposing team pulled her hair, she stumbled backwards. As the referee blew his whistle and ran toward them, the crowd stood up. Brendan stood to see over the crowd and watched the green-eyed girl on his team stomp her opponents foot, back her into a wall, elbow her gut twice, and then turn to punch her in the nose. The girl then grabbed her head and kneed her face, sending her to the floor in a heap. When the referee grabbed her arm, the girl kicked his groin and tripped him to the floor before punching his throat and face.

Brendan frowned as Al, the coach for the green team, ran onto the floor and stepped between the green-eyed girl and the referee. Al was a short, stocky man with curly, black hair wearing khakis and a black polo who must have weighed around two hundred pounds. When Al tried to push her away, she pushed him back and sent him sliding on the floor. How could an eleven-year-old girl knock him down with a simple push? Al got back up for another try. This time, the girl grabbed his shirt and hip tossed him to the floor. He rolled away and rose to his feet as she glared at him.

“What’s going on?” Sam asked as she tugged at Brendan’s shirt. “Is there a fight?”

“Don’t let Samuel see,” Brendan said as he watched the girl shove her coach aside like a rag doll.

“See what?”

“That girl’s definitely Ailina’s kid,” Brendan said. “I’ve never seen a little girl fight like that. God, she hits like a train-”

“Fight like what, Brendan?” Sam demanded with a stomp of her foot. “Can I get some details please?”

“She just beat down a girl on the opposite team and the ref,” Brendan said. “And she almost threw the coach across the court.”

“Ok, please don’t exaggerate,” Sam replied with a cocked eyebrow.

“I wish I was,” Brendan said as he watched parents rush the floor to grab their daughters. “This game’s over. Could you take Samuel to the car?”

“Sure,” Sam said as she grabbed Samuel’s hand. “What about you?”

“I’ll be there in a minute,” Brendan said while stepping down the bleachers. He didn’t wait for a response from his wife as he moved toward this dangerous girl. She stood at half court and wiped sweat from her face with her shirt. The coach stood next to her but not too close. Brendan tapped his shoulder.

“I’ve got it from here, Al,” Brendan said.

“This girl’s crazy,” Al replied in his thick Greek accent. “I do a friend a favor and she does this shit.”

“I’ve got it,” Brendan said. “I deal with crazy every day.”

Al nodded his head and walked away. Brendan stood with his hands on his hips in front of the girl. She stared at him with green eyes that shot lasers through his head; the same way Ailina’s did whenever she was angry. This child was definitely the spawn of Ailina Harris, but she was different. Her eyes were intense, but they lacked the coldness that sent shivers up Brendan’s spine. He stared her in the eye right back without hesitation.

“Looks like Ailina’s taught you some things,” Brendan said.

“How do you know my mom?” the girl asked with the voice of a teenager. “Who are you?”

“My name’s Brendan,” Brendan said. “And Ailina and I used to be friends.”

“So you’re one of her boyfriends?” the girl asked with a slight grin that made Brendan flinch. “It’s ok. The last guy was gone in a week. He tried to tell me they were friends too.”

“Maybe they were just friends.”

“No, friends don’t have sex,” the girl said with a slight giggle. “And they had sex a lot. Mom’s like that with all of her friends, and then she kicks them out. She’ll probably kick you out too so you might not want to leave any stuff around-”

“I don’t think you’re old enough to talk about that-”

“Yeah?” the girl replied. “Then how come I just said it?”

“If you lived in my house you wouldn’t be,” Brendan replied. “I don’t….do that in front of my kid.”

“Why not?” the girl asked with a shrug. “It’s only natural. It’s what adults are supposed to do.”

“Is that what your mom tells you?” Brendan asked before point his thumb over his shoulder at the girl from the blue team who still hadn’t gotten up. “Did she also tell you how to do that?”

“You ask a lot of questions.”

“And I answered yours,” Brendan said through gritted teeth. “Now I need you to answer mine.”

“I guess that’s fair,” the girl said she walked to the scorer’s table. “Yes, she told me that. She taught me how to fight too. Oh wow, I had forty points all by myself! Yes!”

“You’re quite the ballplayer,” Brendan chuckled. “I was impressed.”

“Thanks,” the girl replied with a smile. “Not bad for a first time, right?”


“Yeah, Mom never lets me play,” the girl said with a slight pout. “But she knows I like basketball and said it helped with hand-eye coordination and competitive nature, and some other stuff I can’t really say, but she let me play basketball!”

“How did you know to do all that?” Brendan asked. “Most kids your age don’t have a jump shot that good.”

“Basketball games are all the television I’m allowed to watch,” the girl replied. “That and the news. I watch Kobe Bryant. He’s my favorite.”

“That explains why you don’t pass very often,” Brendan said. “Tell you what, I played basketball in high school and college, and I think you have a ton of potential. Why don’t you let me coach you?”

“No way,” the girl replied as she shook her head. “Mom never lets any of her boyfriends come near me without her being there.”

“Well at least one of them has to,” Brendan chuckled. “Aren’t any of those boyfriends your father?”

“Don’t know,” the girl said. “Mom says my father’s a big fancy lawyer who can afford a fancy car, a new house, and a family, but won’t send me anything on my birthday. She said he’s a deadbeat, and I should never talk to him. That’s why it’s better for me to live with her.”

Brendan’s jaw dropped and he stepped back. This girl was his child. When did Ailina get pregnant? Ailina became a Bridgeport cop after Brendan graduated from college. She had to have taken time off for maternity leave. Sam’s father was the police chief. Why didn’t he tell him? Brendan struggled to stay on his feet as he stared at his daughter with tears welling up in his eyes. How could his flesh and blood walk around for eleven years without anyone telling him?

“Are you ok?” the girl asked. “You look like you’re going to cry. You’re not going to cry, are you?”

“I’m fine,” Brendan said as he wiped his eyes. “What’s your name?”


“Achilla?” Brendan asked knowing that only Ailina would think of such a harsh name for a girl. “How old are you, Achilla?”

“Eleven and a half.”

“Does Ailina take good care of you?” Brendan asked as he stepped closer. “What school do you go to? Do you have any friends-?”

“Achilla, who is this man?”

Brendan turned and saw a five-foot eleven brunette with lightning green eyes wearing a tight, green t-shirt that hugged her breasts and waist with matching jeans step past him and stand behind Achilla. Ailina’s appearance hadn’t changed much. She still had olive skin, her hair still flowed past her shoulders, and she wore very little make-up. Her eyes set on Brendan and she grinned before patting Achilla’s shoulder. She then stepped around Achilla and stood between them. Flashbacks of that day ran through Brendan’s mind, and his throat dried up. Brendan clenched his fists to stop their trembling. If this little girl was their child, Brendan couldn’t imagine what kind of abuse she was suffering while living with Ailina. No matter the risk, Brendan had to confront her. He thanked God that Sam and Samuel were outside as he forced himself to look Ailina in the eye.

“Ailina,” Brendan said. “Don’t play with me. Is she…ours?”

“No, she’s mine,” Ailina replied. “She’ll always be mine, Brendan.”

Am I the father, Ailina?” Brendan asked. “She just told me that her dad was a big fancy lawyer.”

“You’re not the only lawyer in town,” Ailina laughed as she wiped a strand of her hair away from her forehead. “I know lots of lawyers; mainly prosecutors. They tend to be more of a challenge. They don’t run away and hide like defense attorneys.”

“Don’t dodge my question-”

“How do you plan on getting me to answer, Brendan?” Ailina asked with slight tilt of her head. “You know, I forgot how cute you could be when you think you’re in control.”

“I’ll find a way,” Brendan said as he watched Achilla peek around Ailina’s waist. “After what I just saw and heard, you are not a fit parent.”

“Oh, come on, the girl defended herself-”

“She incapacitated a sixth grader and a grown man,” Brendan snapped. “She shouldn’t even know how to do that or be able to. You’re raising her to be as violent as you.”

“Kids and their cartoons,” Ailina said with a shrug. “I don’t know where she gets it from-”

“You said I couldn’t watch cartoons, Mom,” Achilla said with a frown.

“Not now, Achilla,” Ailina said with a sharp stare. “I’m having an adult conversation. Be. Quiet.”

Ailina glared at Achilla until she lowered her head. The intensity of her stare showed Brendan everything he needed to see. After working years in criminal defense, Brendan knew the abusers when he saw them. Ailina was an abuser. Brendan would bet money that if a doctor examined Achilla right now, she would find all kinds of bruises on her body. It was settled. He had to get this girl away from Ailina and soon.

“I’m not falling for your games, Ailina,” Brendan replied. “If she’s my daughter, I’m taking her from you. God knows what kind of damage you’ve done already. I won’t let you do anymore to her!”

“I told you,” Ailina said as her eyes zeroed in on Brendan with such intensity that his view of the entire court faded away. “She will always be mine.”

“Not anymore,” Brendan said before he pointed his finger. “I’ll see you in court, Ailina; in my domain! And I guarantee you I won’t run or lose there!”

Brendan stormed off the court, glancing behind him to see Achilla staring at him with wide eyes and an open mouth. He walked out of the gym and saw Sam parking his black BMW just outside the sidewalk. As soon as she parked the car, Sam walked out and approached Brendan with her arms crossed. Her brown eyes were a refreshing sight. Brendan sighed and embraced her before kissing her forehead.

“What’s wrong?” Sam asked. “Is everything all right?”

“I don’t know how else to say this,” Brendan said. “But that girl’s name is Achilla.”

“Who names their daughter Achilla?” Sam asked with a scowl. “That sounds so mean.”

“Ailina did,” Brendan sighed. “She’s her mother.”

“Oh, so I guess you were right-”

“And I’m pretty sure I’m the father.”

Sam jolted and stepped away from Brendan. Her eyes teared up as she held her hand on her chest. As she turned to walk away, Brendan bounded to cut off her path. In his rush to break the news, he forgot to explain the details. He scrambled for a way to get it out before she served him with divorce papers.

“She would’ve been born before we got together,” Brendan said with his hands raised. “I had no clue. I promise I’ve never cheated on you. I wouldn’t do that, Sam. I love you. I would never hurt you like that. You have to believe me.”

“Ok,” Sam said after taking a deep breath. “Ok, I trust you. Knowing that we’re dealing with Ailina, I can believe that you didn’t know about your own child for……at least ten years. I can….I can work with that.”

“I know this is sudden,” Brendan said, “And it’s not your responsibility, but-”

“I agree that she needs to live with us,” Sam said. “No way can that woman raise a child; especially your child. Whatever you need, I support you one hundred percent.”

“Ok,” Brendan said as they walked to the car. “You’re an amazing wife, Sam.”

“I know,” Sam said. “Just let me know what I can do to help.”


“Just one question.”

“Sure,” Brendan said as he stepped into the driver’s seat and checked on Samuel behind them. He was fast asleep and spread across the back seat. Normally, he would tell Samuel to get his sneakers off of the leather, but now wasn’t the right time. Right then a fleeting thought passed in Brendan’s head. How did Samuel know Achilla was his daughter? Brendan shook that thought out of his mind as Sam stepped into the car.

“Did my father mention anything to you about this?” Sam asked with a low voice. “She had to take maternity leave at some point, right? So he would know something, but he never told me….He never told me that my husband might have another kid walking around Bridgeport. Did he at least tell you?”

“I’m sorry, Sam,” Brendan replied as he pulled off the curb. “He didn’t. Maybe he wasn’t sure.”

“Yeah, but he could connect the dots, right?” Sam said. “He could’ve at least told one of us to check.”

“I don’t know what to say, Sam,” Brendan said. “But you know your father hasn’t spoken much to either of us since we got married. As harsh as this may sound, I’m not surprised that he didn’t say anything.”

Brendan watched Sam look out the window. She reached into the glove compartment and grabbed a handful of tissues. She ripped a tissue loose and wiped her eyes with it as she sniffed. She continued to look out the window as he reached over and massaged her shoulder. Sam let out a short whimper as she wiped her eyes.

“Sam, I’m sorry-”

“If you ever want Samuel to visit him, I understand,” Sam said with a catch in her voice. “Samuel needs to see his grandfather, but I won’t be going. No real father keeps that from his daughter.”

“I’ll talk to him,” Brendan said with a set jaw. “I’ve had a few words for him anyway.”

“No, please don’t,” Sam replied. “Let’s take care of this first. You deserve to see your daughter. It can wait.”

“Thank you, Sam,” Brendan said as he stopped at a stop light. The red light shined into the windshield and illuminated the dashboard like a red sun. Brendan gritted his teeth at the thought of his daughter living with Ailina; the same woman who tried to kill him. He would do whatever was necessary to keep all of his children under his roof and away from her. He wasn’t running away this time. He had to do something.

Brendan’s first step was proving that Ailina was an unfit mother. If he could get DCFS to take Achilla way, he could then prove his paternity. He paid Perry, one the firm’s investigators, overtime to stake out Ailina’s house in Bridgeport’s North End. He warned him that Ailina was a detective who could spot subpar surveillance a mile away. He also told him about Ailina’s freakish strength. In response, Perry charged him double time before going out. It took the investigator three weeks to call Brendan. They met at Brendan’s house in the South End of Stratford. Brendan and Sam sat at the kitchen table as Perry handed him an envelope with photos inside.

“I’m going to need that check a.s.a.p.,” Perry said as he ran his hand through his ruffled brown hair and stuff his hands in his khakis. “I don’t like getting too close to that woman’s house. Something about her just isn’t right.”

“We appreciate it, Perry,” Brendan said as he studied the photos. “Sam, hand him the check please.”

As Sam pulled out a check from her purse, Brendan noticed that there wasn’t a single photo of Achilla by the house. They were all photos of Ailina pulling in the driveway, leaving for work, bringing home groceries, and even mowing the lawn. Not a single photo of Achilla could be found. Brendan frowned and raised his hand. Sam pulled the check back just before Perry could reach it. Brendan slammed the photos down on the table.

“Where’s the girl, Perry?” Brendan asked. “You can’t even prove Ailina’s a mother in these photos, let alone an unfit one.”

“Oh, there’s proof,” Perry chuckled. “See this is the difference between a lawyer and a private eye. Look at the driveway. What do you see?”

“Look, honey,” Sam said. “There’s a basketball hoop with a ball under it.”

“That proves nothing,” Brendan barked. “Ailina could just say that she plays basketball in her spare time.”

“Yeah, what about the pictures with her trunk open?” Perry asked. “See those gloves and pads. I practiced and taught martial arts for thirty years, and the way you described this girl, she’s already proficient in krav maga, muy thai, and western boxing. Those gloves and pads are training tools. And as you can see in the next picture, she carries them into the house.”

“Is she an instructor too?” Sam asked.

“No,” Perry replied. “This chick’s work is her life. Aside from grocery shopping and bar hopping, she lives at the Police Department. She’s training someone and whoever it is; she’s got real small hands to fit those gloves. Those are the gloves I used for kids.”

“I believe you now, Perry,” Brendan said. “But it doesn’t necessarily prove that she’s unfit.”

“Did you forget your own words, Brendan?” Perry chuckled. “How come the kid’s never outside? Where are her friends? Look, she’s not even in the windows. This kid is inside all day, and I bet she only comes out when she’s sure her mother won’t be home for a while. I’ll bet money she’s locked up in a basement.”

“The girl had to learn how to shoot somehow,” Brendan said. “She had to come outside before that tournament.”

“Well, you did tell Ailina you’d take her away,” Perry replied. “Maybe she’s hyper vigilant. Maybe she’s keeping her inside because she knows you’ve got investigators.”

“Wait, there’s more than one car in these pictures,” Sam said. “Who else is over there?”

“There’s something else,” Perry said. “She’s got at least four different fellas coming over.”

“What kind of guys are they?” Brendan asked.

“Good question,” Sam said. “I wouldn’t have just any man around my child. Brendan’s the lawyer, but I bet you can find her unfit if her men are dangerous.”

“You’d win the bet,” Brendan said before kissing his wife on the cheek. “Sam’s right. We need to know what kind of people she’s bringing around. We also need to know if any neighbors have seen the girl, and if they have, how often? What have they seen, heard, even smelled coming out of that house?”

“Look, you told me to get as close as I could without getting noticed,” Perry said with his hands raised. “No cop with half a brain isn’t going notice that someone’s snooping around their friends and neighbors. I like you guys, but I’m not trying to get a kitchen sink thrown at me or worse-”

“It was a bathroom sink,” Brendan said. “And I’ll pay whatever it takes.”

“You can’t afford what I would ask for,” Perry replied. “Not with a wife and kid. I’m selfish, but I’m not an asshole. I won’t do that to you.”

“Will this help?” Sam asked as she ripped off her champagne strapped, white-faced watch. “It’s got to be worth at least a thousand dollars.”

“Sam, your father bought you that watch,” Brendan muttered. “I can’t ask you to do that. Achilla’s-”

“Not my responsibility?” Sam asked with a cocked eyebrow. “Let me tell you something. I’m not sitting back while a child lives with her. Besides, you have your own firm now. You can afford to buy me a new one.”

“I don’t think the monetary value of the watch is the issue,” Brendan replied.

“Oh, to hell with what my father thinks,” Sam snapped. “If he finds out, he’ll just have to tell us the truth, won’t he? I told you I was going to help you save your daughter. That’s what I’m doing.”

“Perry?” Brendan asked with his arms crossed. “Will you take the watch?”

“You’ve got a good woman, Brendan,” Perry said as he took the watch from Sam’s extended hand. “My ex-wife takes money from me every month and makes it hard to see my kids even if I pay on time. Yours gives stuff away at a moment’s notice to save another woman’s kid. I envy you.”

“Well, she is amazing,” Brendan said with a smile and a wink at Sam. “How soon can we hear back?”

“You’ll hear back from me in a week.”

A week went by and Brendan and Sam waited at home for Perry’s arrival. They even sat in the same seats at the kitchen table as if their last meeting never ended. Samuel, wearing a navy blue Stratford Academy t-shirt, brought them glasses of water and sat at the table with them. Sam smiled and kissed him on the forehead before she guzzled her drink with a trembling hand and spilled some water on her yellow dress. Brendan sighed and rose from his seat. He toyed with his red tie as he paced the kitchen.

“Something’s wrong,” Brendan said. “I can feel it.”

“Samuel, go upstairs, honey,” Sam whispered to Samuel. “We have to talk about something.”

Samuel nodded his head and walked out of the kitchen. Brendan paced in front of the refrigerator with his hands on his hips. He noticed Sam studying him, but he paced anyway. When he turned his back, he felt her hug him from behind and kiss his neck. Brendan kissed her back as she rubbed his chest. The sweet smell of her perfume gave him a slight relief.

“Relax, baby,” Sam said. “It’ll work out.”

“Perry’s never late,” Brendan said. “What if Ailina found him?”

“Then he’s in God’s hands,” Sam replied as she patted Brendan’s chest. “Just like Achilla and everything else.”

“Yeah,” Brendan sighed. “It’s just that you didn’t see what I saw that day. I’m lucky to be alive.”

“Lord God,” Sam prayed as she gripped Brendan’s waist and rested her head against his back. “We thank you that Brendan is alive and well, and we thank you that his daughter is ok. We ask for your favor tonight as-”

Brendan and Sam jumped when the doorbell rang. Brendan looked at Sam and she nodded her head at him. He took a deep breath and turned the corner toward the front door. As he walked toward the door, Brendan continued his wife’s prayer under his breath. He opened the door and saw a tall, brown-skinned man with salt-and-pepper hair wearing a navy blue uniform with more badges than Brendan could count. It was Chief Gregory Price; Sam’s father and the chief of the Bridgeport Police Department. Brendan crossed his arms at the sight of him.

“Can I help you, Chief?” Brendan asked.

“May I come in?”

“My boy’s upstairs, so I guess it’s fine,” Brendan said as he turned and walked into the kitchen.

“Is that a shot?” Chief Price asked as he stepped inside.

“Yeah, but we can talk about it later,” Brendan replied as he strolled into the kitchen. “What brings you here?”

“I’d like to know that too,” Sam said as she leaned against the kitchen counter.

“Samantha,” Chief Price said with the slightest of nods before facing Brendan. “I understand that you’ve been conducting an investigation in my city.”

“You mean the one you should’ve conducted?” Sam snarled before sipping her water and slamming the glass down.

“I don’t know what you’re trying to say,” Chief Price replied.

“You should’ve told us,” Sam said with a catch in her voice. “You should’ve told me. How could you hide something like that from your own daughter?”

“I get that we’re on opposite sides of the system,” Brendan said. “But my daughter, Chief? I don’t have to tell you how bad this looks.”

“It wasn’t up to me,” Chief Price said. “Your blame is misplaced.”

“Oh, that’s debatable,” Sam snorted. “This isn’t the first time you’ve put your job over your family. God, you were always so selfish-”

“I paid for your school, Samantha,” Chief Price barked. “Even if you wasted it to become a schoolteacher-”

“Wasted?” Brendan asked with a scowl as he walked toward Chief Price. “She didn’t waste anything! Look, I don’t care if you’re the police chief. You can’t talk to my wife like that in my house, and you can’t yell at her either-”

“Oh, is that right?” Chief Price replied as he looked Brendan in the eye.

“Yeah, it is!” Brendan snapped. “Test me if you want to find out-”

“Who do you think you’re talking to?” Chief Price barked.

“You!” Brendan roared back as the two men converged on another until Sam darted across the room.

“Babe, no,” Sam sighed as she stood between them and held her hands against Brendan’s chest. “No, it’s ok.”

“No, it’s not ok,” Brendan said before staring at Chief Price. “Get out.”

“Fine, I’ll leave,” Chief Price said. “But before I go, you may want to hear about Perry.”

Brendan and Sam looked at each other before they faced him. Chief Price cleared his throat as he pulled out the watch that Sam gave Perry a week ago. He walked past them and set it on the kitchen table. He then pulled out a roll of hundreds wrapped in a rubber band and set it next to the watch. Sam snatched up the money and the watch and extended it back.

“Sam read my mind,” Brendan said. “We don’t need you reimbursing us.”

“I’m not,” Chief Price said. “Perry’s in the hospital. He got in a car accident and broke both of his legs in the course of his investigation. Still, he felt so strongly about this case that he decided to do it pro bono.”

“I work in criminal defense, Chief,” Brendan said. “People lie to me every day. You can’t bullshit me. Ailina got to him and broke his legs, didn’t she?”

Chief Price stared at Brendan before turning to Sam. That confirmed everything. Perry got close. Perry got caught. Perry got hurt or worse. Brendan held his hands on his hips. One day, he would pay Perry back for his dedication.

“He wanted you to have the money and the watch back,” Chief Price said to Sam before looking back at Brendan. “You can ask him yourself. He also took the liberty of reporting Ailina to DCFS a few days ago. Apparently, he felt like what he had learned warranted immediate action. However, Perry plans to retire after he recovers. He’s been dying to take a trip to Puerto Rico-”

“What did he tell you, Chief?” Brendan asked. “You wouldn’t be over here if it didn’t make you concerned, and I doubt it had anything to do with retirement.”

“You want the girl, right?” Chief Price replied with a wave of his hand. “Consider it done. I’ve made arrangements to have her escorted to your home by tomorrow morning.”

“This is way too easy,” Brendan said.

“Yeah,” Sam said. “If someone came to take Samuel, they couldn’t have him without a fight. Lord knows what she would do.”

“Sam, by now you should know that every mother isn’t as caring as you are,” Chief Price replied. “Ailina will not be a problem. In return, no DCFS, and no lawsuit.”

“You’re protecting her,” Brendan said as Chief Price walked toward the door. “Why? What are you hiding, Chief?”

Chief Price stopped just short of the door and took a deep breath. When he looked at Brendan, his eyes were moist. Brendan also noticed his hand was shaking on the door knob. There was a lot that Brendan didn’t know, but he knew this. Chief Price grew up in the same Bridgeport streets as Brendan. He then spent his life fighting crime in them. It took a lot to frighten a man like Chief Price, and Brendan highly doubted that he or Sam was the reason he was trembling so much. He was afraid of Ailina.

“You may not believe this,” Chief Price said as he opened the door. “But I’m protecting all of you.”

“I’ve heard that before,” Sam said. “You always say it’s for my own good.”

“I’m afraid that it is,” Chief Price replied. “Maybe one day I’ll be able to tell you why. Achilla will be here in the morning. I suggest that you prepare for her. You’ll find her to be very different from your son.”

Chief Price walked out and Brendan frowned as he stared at the door. Something about the way he spoke made him uneasy. If Ailina was abusing Achilla, and injured Perry in an effort to cover it up, this whole arrangement protected her from any civil or criminal liability. But had Chief Price just fired Ailina, her legal issues would no longer be his problem. Why did he keep protecting her no matter how much she blatantly violated the law? And why would Perry suddenly retire and leave the state? The sole reason he worked for Brendan was because he could hardly afford his alimony and child support payments. Chief Price had to have paid him off, but why go through so much effort to protect a cop who could tarnish the reputation of the entire department? Why would a man with so much power fear Ailina? Before Brendan had time to ponder further, Sam rubbed his shoulder and kissed his cheek.

“Well, I guess we’ll get ready,” Brendan said. “Something doesn’t feel right, Sam. I don’t like how this was done.”

“Me neither,” Sam replied before smiling. “But we got your daughter. Sometimes God makes a way that we don’t understand.”

“I get the feeling that God had nothing to do with this,” Brendan said as he walked to the window next to the front door and watched with his hands on his hips as Chief Price’s Range Rover drove down the street. “That’s the part that bothers me.”

“I believe that God always has a plan,” Sam replied with her hands on her hips.

“Me too,” Brendan said before turning around and passing by Sam into the kitchen. “I just doubt that this is a part of it.”


Achilla Johnson was in trouble. Her skirmish with that girl in the basketball game, her conversation with Brendan, everything about that day broke the rules. She wasn’t supposed to use her training in public. When that girl pulled her hair, Achilla was supposed to wait for her after the game, isolate her, and punish her. Instead, Achilla reacted in the moment and defended herself. She then injured a referee and her own coach; the latter of whom was one of her mother’s boyfriends, but not anymore. Achilla not only broke one of the rules but ruined one of Ailina’s relationships in the process. That alone was grounds for punishment.

Achilla also wasn’t supposed to talk to any men without Ailina’s approval. No questions asked. Her entire conversation with Brendan, the tall man with waved hair and brown eyes who asked so many questions that it made Achilla wary of him, was direct insubordination. Still, Achilla couldn’t help but think about him. Why did he care so much? How did he know Ailina? What made him question if she belonged to him? Was that man really her father? Those questions swam laps in Achilla’s head, but she knew they would go unanswered. Tonight, Achilla would receive her punishment. Unnecessary questions would only make things worse.

For the past five years, Ailina had been training Achilla in martial arts. She never explained why, but one night she shoved Achilla down their basement stairs, gave her some shin pads, hand wraps, and boxing gloves, and told her to fight. From that point on, Achilla spent every day sparring with her mother. She also homeschooled Achilla and didn’t allow her to watch any cartoons, eat any sweets, or play with other kids without her approval; which never came. When she wasn’t studying, eating, or sleeping, Achilla was training. When she wasn’t training on her own, she was sparring with Ailina, and Ailina never lost. The only encouragement Ailina gave her was that she was a superior being destined to rule. If she trained hard, she would be superior, and Ailina would settle for nothing less than her best effort. Who was Achilla to argue? She trained and fought hard every day, hoping that Ailina would be satisfied. That satisfaction never came either; only beatings, bruises and cuts. Of course, when getting beat up every day is a normal occurrence, punishments must be extreme. So for the past three weeks, Achilla could no longer use any protective padding or gloves. They sparred bare knuckle, and every day brought the same results with a lot more pain.

Achilla stood in the middle of the concrete floor basement wearing black basketball shorts and a black t-shirt. She huffed and heaved as sweat drenched her entire body. In front of her stood Ailina; the tall, olive-skinned, brunette image of herself wearing gray sweatpants and a white t-shirt. She glared at Achilla with green eyes that locked onto her like a heat seeking missile. As Ailina stalked toward her, Achilla held a fighting stance with her left hand in front and her right hand by her cheek. She took a deep breath as she tried to calm her trembling fists.

“I haven’t gotten over my anger with you,” Ailina said. “It’s been three weeks, and I still can’t forgive you. You really pissed me off.”

Achilla forced herself to not cry out with another excuse. She forced herself not to ask why she couldn’t talk to people and why she couldn’t defend herself when attacked. What was the big deal? Why was she so angry? Why did Achilla have to fight all the time, and when would it stop? When would she be good enough for her mother to stop hitting her? Achilla shook those thoughts out of her head. She had to focus on the task at hand.

Just as Achilla calmed her body, Ailina lunged forward with a knee that she blocked with both forearms. Stars burst out of Achilla’s eyes when Ailina struck the back of her head. Achilla hit the floor face first with her forearms out and rolled out of the way just in time to avoid her mother’s foot. By the time she made it to her feet, Achilla blocked a kick that sent her bouncing against the concrete wall and falling to her knees. She gritted her teeth and rose to her feet as Ailina stood with her hands on her hips.

“You reacted faster against that inferior girl,” Ailina said with a slight snarl. “You were so quick! Do you want the whole world to know about us? Do you?!”

Before Achilla could respond, Ailina rushed her with a punch to the gut that knocked the air out of her body. Achilla gasped and held her midsection as she fell to her knees again. Ailina then lifted her up by her shirt and pinned her against the wall; staring into Achilla’s eyes with a gaze that made her look away. Achilla’s feet dangled in mid-air as Ailina held her fast. Her heart beat out of her shirt and her face flushed as she held her Ailina’s forearm.

“It’s going to take a lot of beating for me to feel better,” Ailina said with a hard stare. “I’m still angry.”

Achilla decided that if she was going to get her ass kicked, she could at least fight back. She gritted her teeth and kicked Ailina’s midsection, but it caused no effect. Achilla kicked again with the same result, and Ailina punched her in the head before throwing her to the floor. Achilla hopped up and threw a punch that missed wide-left before receiving a knee to the gut and a kick to the face. Achilla held her nose as she stumbled forward, but she shook off the pain as she whirled to face her mother. She then uttered a growl and sprinted toward her opponent.

Achilla threw a flurry of punches and kicks. They all missed their mark. Every last one. It was like Ailina was made of a special gas that only solidified itself when it punched Achilla in the face. Tears streamed down her cheeks as she bared her teeth and swung. Why did Ailina always have to make her suffer? What was so great about being superior? Those questions replayed in Achilla’s mind as she threw a left hook, a right straight, a left side kick, a right front kick. Her attack was relentless but ineffective. After another missed punch, Ailina grabbed her wrist and pulled Achilla behind her; sending her toward a wall face first. Instead of letting her nose crash into the concrete, Achilla lifted her foot and stopped herself before propelling her body at Ailina. She shoulder rammed Ailina’s left side and threw a looping punch at her head. It connected to Ailina’s chin, and Achilla dropped to the floor as her opponent stumbled back. It was a small victory, but Achilla was now on all fours with sweat dripping down her face while her mother remained standing.

“Not bad,” Ailina said she rubbed her chin. “That was better reaction time. Now I can proudly say you’re a superior being like me. I think you’re ready.”

Achilla raised her hand. For the past few weeks, that was literally the only way she had permission to speak during their sparring sessions and homeschooling. Everyday felt like an excuse for Ailina to dominate her, but after her basketball fight, Ailina took it to another level. Achilla’s arm trembled as she held it over her head and waited for Ailina to grant her the right to speak. If she didn’t wait, the sparring would continue, and her trembling limbs could no longer last another five minutes after four hours of fighting.

“Speak,” Ailina said with her chin raised. “But only if you have a question.”

“Ready for what?” Achilla asked as she dropped her arm.

“You’ll be living with your father,” Ailina said. “Apparently your little skirmish caught his attention and he pulled some strings. I have to give you up.”

“When were you….,” Achilla huffed and swallowed before finishing her statement. “When were you going to tell me?”

“Raise your hand!” Ailina roared as she charged across the basement and punted Achilla’s ribcage. Achilla cried out and rolled on the floor. Her mouth gaped and tears rolled down her cheeks, and she struggled to catch her breath as she held her throbbing left side. Ailina rolled her over with her foot. She then kneeled over her and stroked her hair as she sobbed.

“Shhhh….please don’t cry, Achilla, it makes you look weak,” Ailina said with a slight pout. “I only broke three ribs, but at least I feel better now. You leave in the morning. Pack your things.”

Achilla lay on her side as she watched her mother turn her back and walk to the stairs across the basement. She then marched up the stairs without a sound except her feet pounding against the wooden steps. After an hour of writhing on the floor and inhaling the dust they kicked up during their sparring session, Achilla rose to her feet. The pain in her ribs still stabbed at her, but she was able to walk. Like every night in this house, Achilla would stumble to the bathroom, disinfect any cuts, shower, then ice any bruises or lumps, and then go to sleep. As much as Ailina said that this training would help her realize that she was a superior being, the pain in Achilla’s ribs told her a different story. Achilla didn’t know how to identify how she felt right now, but superior didn’t quite cut it.

Achilla winced as she walked toward the basement steps. When she made it upstairs into their yellow linoleum floor kitchen with white countertops, she leaned against the plain white wall to keep her balance as her legs trembled under her weight. Her head was a little hazy from all of those punches, but Achilla knew she would be fine. She always managed to wake up the next morning. As she made her way down the blue carpeted hallway, she passed by Ailina’s dark, mahogany door and stopped for a break.

Behind the door, Achilla could hear the creaking and knocking of a queen-sized bed taking serious punishment. Ailina apparently called one of her boyfriends over. She always called them after Achilla’s training sessions and kicked them out when they were done. Achilla walked past the doorway and kept moving until she heard the bed stop. Achilla frowned. They usually didn’t stop that quickly. Achilla flinched when she saw the door burst open and a naked, black male with dreadlocked hair flew across the hallway, banged against the wall, and fell on the floor in a heap. Ailina stepped out wearing nothing but her glistening skin and mussed up hair as she stood over him.

“What the hell do you mean you have to go?” Ailina snarled as she stepped on the man’s neck. “You don’t leave without giving me what I want!”

“Babe, I got a flight in the morn-”

“Reschedule your flight!” Ailina snapped as she kicked the man in the face with a flick of her ankle. “I am your priority, and don’t you forget it.”

“Ok!” the man said with his hands raised. “Ok, fine!”

“I’m getting some water,” Ailina said before pointing at the bedroom. “When I get back, you’d better be in there, and you’d better be ready to do what I called you here to do. Got it?”

“Yes, of course,” the man said as he scrambled to his feet and stumbled back into the bedroom. Achilla wanted to walk away, but her feet refused to move. She always froze when she watched how Ailina kept her men in line. It was almost comforting to know that someone else suffered as much as she did. When Ailina looked at her, Achilla turned her back to walk away. She stopped when she felt a hand grab her shoulder and looked behind her at her mother.

“Don’t be upset,” Ailina said. “It’s all he’s good for, and he needs to know that. One day, you’ll see it too.”

“Ok,” Achilla replied.

“You have to remind him who’s in charge,” Ailina said as she squeezed Achilla’s shoulder. “It’s good for him. I haven’t let you have a boyfriend yet, but I want you to remember that.”

“Um…yeah, ok,” Achilla said.

“Now go pack up your things and go to bed,” Ailina said as she turned her back and strolled to the kitchen. “Your ride should be here early.”

“You’re not driving me?” Achilla asked before clamping her hand over her mouth. Ailina stopped in her tracks. Achilla wanted to sprint to her room and lock the door, but all her legs managed was a small step back. She clenched her eyes shut in preparation for another hit, but it didn’t come. Achilla opened her eyes and saw Ailina looking over her bare shoulder. Her eyes glowed in the dark hallway as she stared at her.

“No,” Ailina said with a slight grin before stretching her arms and scratching her side. “I have work in the morning. Besides, I think it’s about time you stretched your legs a little. The more independent you are the better.”

Ailina walked into the kitchen, and Achilla caught her breath. She then turned and ambled down the hallway to her room; a small bedroom with white walls, a twin-sized bed with red sheets and a wooden dresser. There was a small bathroom attached to the furthermost wall. In there, Achilla would tend to herself before getting some sleep. She looked out into the hallway and saw Ailina returning to her bedroom with an orange bowl. A few minutes later, the bed creaking began again. Achilla sighed and ambled to the bathroom. The sooner she got started, the sooner she could get some sleep. The next day, she would leave this house. That thought made a smile creep onto Achilla’s lips as she opened her bathroom door and stepped inside.

Two Bridgeport police officers picked up Achilla at around eight the next morning, and she stepped out of her house wearing a green, oversized t-shirt and black basketball shorts. As expected, Ailina wasn’t home when they came. Ailina never acted like those touchy-feely mothers Achilla watched hug their children from her bedroom window. A proper goodbye was out of character for her. As Achilla handed a tall, blonde police officer her gym bag full of clothes, a lump grew in her throat as she looked back at her white house with red shutters. She fought back the tears in her eyes and hung her head as she followed the police to their navy blue cruiser and stepped in the backseat.

As she watched the smoke stacks and high rises of Bridgeport pass by, Achilla thought about Brendan again. She noticed that he was different from all of the other men Ailina brought home. He had a voice that boomed like a trumpet., and he spoke with a clarity that made Achilla want to listen to him. What stuck out to Achilla the most about him was his rippled hair that held a peculiar scent that Achilla had never smelled before; it reminded her of an unlit scented candle. That smell and his voice lingered in Achilla’s mind as she watched the street signs change from blue to green. Within a few minutes, the police stopped their car.

When Achilla stepped out, the blonde police officer took her bag out of the trunk and dropped it on the ground. Achilla never forgot how he just dropped her stuff like it didn’t belong to another person. It made Achilla wonder if other police officers actually liked her or her mother. She frowned as she picked up the bag and carried it up the driveway while the officers drove off without another word. If she never saw them again it would be too soon.

Ailina always described Achilla’s father as a rich lawyer who was too selfish to pay child support. Upon her initial arrival, the first thing Achilla noticed about Brendan’s house was how normal it was. It was a two-story colonial home with green siding and black shutters; not the big fancy mansion that Ailina always claimed it was. There was a black BMW in the driveway, but it looked at least five years old. Achilla also noticed that the BMW was spotless, the grass was well-mowed all around with an adult oak tree in the middle of the backyard, and they had a garden on the side of the house without a single weed. Brendan may not have been any richer than Ailina at first glance, but he certainly kept up his house better. At Ailina’s house, Achilla did all of the cleaning.

Achilla rang the doorbell outside of a dark green painted door. It had hardly finished its tune when the door swung open and a brown-skinned woman with ear-length hair wearing a blue t-shirt under a denim jacket and jeans stepped outside. Achilla dropped her bag and stepped back as the woman stared at her with brown eyes and a smile on her face. Something about the way she smiled made Achilla avert her gaze at first, but she forced herself to stare back. The woman held her hands on her hips and shook her head.

“Brendan was right,” the woman said. “You do look just like Ailina, but that face you just made at me, that’s a Johnson face. You’ve got Brendan written all over you, girl.”

“Who are you?” Achilla asked.

“I’m Samantha,” the woman replied with a soft voice. “But please call me Sam. Let me take your bag-”

Achilla snatched her bag away when Sam stepped forward. Sam recoiled but her movements were slow. If she were as fast as Ailina, she would have taken the bag already. Achilla took note of that as she clutched her bag and stared at her. Sam held her hands on her hips again and sighed before rubbing the palm of her hand on her forehead. She then turned and opened the door.

“You poor thing,” Sam sighed. “You must have been through so much. Well, if it makes you more comfortable, you can carry your own bag.”

“Where’s Brendan?” Achilla asked without moving an inch. “The cops said this was Brendan’s house. Do you know Brendan?”

“Yeah, I think I know Brendan pretty well,” Sam replied. “I’m his wife.”

“Where is he?” Achilla asked with a stronger tone than she intended as she looked past Sam’s shoulder into the house.

“You don’t trust me,” Sam replied.

“I don’t know you,” Achilla said.

“Right,” Sam replied with a nod of her head. “I should’ve known this would be difficult. Your father had no clue when exactly you would be here. He walked to the corner store to grab some ice cream.”

“For what?”

“For you,” Sam said. “Most girls your age like ice cream, and he wanted to make you feel at home; kind of like I’m trying to do right now-”

“I don’t eat ice cream,” Achilla replied. “Too much sugar.”

“Wow,” Sam said with wide eyes. “I’m impressed. Ok, then what kind of food do you like? Do you have a favorite?”


“Luckily, we have some steaks in the fridge,” Sam smiled and pointed into the house with her thumb. “I’ll leave it up to you. If you need to see Brendan before you do anything else, you can wait out here for him to come back; or you can come inside and get settled first. Your call.”

Achilla looked at her feet for a split second before bending over and picking up her bag. She then kept her head lowered as she extended the bag toward Sam. When she felt Sam take the bag out of her hand, she followed her inside the house. Achilla’s eyes adjusted to the change of light as she watched Sam’s back and trailed her into a kitchen with an off-white tiled floor and white counter tops. Achilla’s head snapped to her right when she noticed someone sitting at a table on the other end of the kitchen. It was a boy with a strong resemblance to Sam, but with waved hair like Brendan. Achilla picked up the same scent of unscented candles from his hair and noticed that he had the same waves flowing around his head.

“Samuel, this is your sister,” Sam said as she stood next to Achilla. “Though she hasn’t given us her name yet.”

“If you knew I was coming, don’t you already know it?” Achilla asked.

“Yes, but it’s rude to walk into someone’s house and not introduce yourself,” Sam replied with a smile and gritted teeth.

“Oh,” Achilla said. “Sorry, I’m Achilla.”

“Cool, I’m Samuel,” Samuel replied as he hopped out of his chair and extended his hand.

“You’re also supposed to shake his hand,” Sam chuckled. “Did Ailina teach you any manners?”

“I can do a handshake, sure,” Achilla said with a shrug as she gripped Samuel’s hand. Samuel cringed and dropped to one knee as Achilla shook his hand. She let go when she saw a tear leak out of his left eye. Samuel stayed on the ground and held his hand as Sam rushed to his side. Achilla frowned and stared at her own hand before looking back at him.

“Are you….injured?” Achilla asked.

“He’ll be fine,” Sam said. “He’s just a sensitive boy, that’s all-”

“Mom, my hand hurts!” Samuel whined. “I think she broke my hand.”

“No, I didn’t break anything,” Achilla said to Sam. “I would know if I did.”

“Your hand isn’t broken, honey,” Sam said to her son with a soft voice as she rubbed his hand. “Look, I’ll shake her hand and show you.”

Sam extended her hand to Achilla, and she gripped Sam’s hand just the same. She didn’t fall to her knees, but Sam yanked her hand away. She then massaged her hand as she stared at Achilla. Achilla looked back with a blank face. What was the big deal?

“Achilla, honey, you may want to loosen your grip,” Sam said with a frown. “If I didn’t know any better, I’d think you could beat your father in an arm wrestling match.”

“I’ll do better next time,” Achilla replied with a shrug before she turned and walked toward the black refrigerator to her left. “When do you want me to cook those steaks?”

“I don’t,” Sam replied. “I’ll cook. What made you think I would ask you to do something like that?”

“I always cooked at home.”

“Well, this is your new home,” Sam said. “It’s going to be a lot different around here.”

“So….what do you need me to do?” Achilla asked. “Maybe I can clean these countertops?”

“I already cleaned them.”

“You…..did?” Achilla asked as she ran her finger across the counter next to the refrigerator and flicked a speck of dust.

“Is my cleaning not up to your standards?” Sam asked as she stood up with her hands on her hips.

“I don’t know,” Achilla said with a shrug. “But last time I left a counter looking like this, I got a broken nose.”

“Well there won’t be any broken noses around here,” Sam replied with a soft voice. “And I’m sorry Ailina did that to you.”

“I’m used to it,” Achilla sighed as she heard the front door open. She followed Sam’s gaze as she smiled and stood in the kitchen doorway. Achilla heard the sound of sneakers stepping against the hardwood floor as Sam wiped a strand of her hair and stepped back. Brendan walked into the kitchen wearing a white t-shirt and navy blue basketball shorts over his navy-blue Air Jordan sneakers. The look on Sam’s face made Achilla frown. She stared at Brendan with a wide smile and bright eyes; a look Ailina never held when a man came to visit her. Sam kissed Brendan’s cheek and leaned against his shoulder as she pointed at Achilla.

“You got her, baby,” Sam said. “She’s here.”

“Is she staying, Dad?” Samuel asked with a smile that Achilla did not expect considering the pain she inflicted on his hand.

“Yeah,” Brendan replied before kissing his wife and stepping forward. “Achilla, we would like you stay here. We’ll be taking care of you from now on. You won’t be going back to Ailina’s house anymore.”

“Ok,” Achilla said with a smile she couldn’t suppress.

“I’m sure Sam has already tried her best to help you feel at home,” Brendan said as he pulled out a grocery bag from behind his back. “I figured I’d surprise you with this, but obviously I wasn’t home in time. For that I do apologize. You’ll find that I’m not late very often.”

“She doesn’t eat ice cream, honey,” Sam whispered.

“I figured,” Brendan replied as he pulled out a box of strawberries, and a handful of bananas. “Which is why I’ll be making everyone fruit smoothies for dessert. How does that sound, Achilla?”

“Never had one, but I can try it,” Achilla said with a shrug. “What’s dessert?”

“It’s what you eat after dinner,” Samuel snickered. “Where’ve you been?”

“Samuel, stop it,” Sam snapped.

“Samuel,” Brendan replied with a slight growl. “We discussed this.”

“Sorry,” Samuel said with his head low.

“Well dinner isn’t for another ten hours or so,” Brendan said with a shrug that Achilla noticed looked just like her own. “Why don’t we take the day to set some grounds rules and give you a tour of the neighborhood?”

“I counted eight houses and around four children on my way here,” Achilla said. “But there could be more because of the six basketball hoops and five bikes; two with training wheels.”

“You don’t know what dessert is?” Sam asked. “But you noticed all of that? That’s…..impressive.”

“We discussed this too, Sam,” Brendan whispered.

“Right,” Sam replied as she grabbed Achilla’s bag. “Come on, Achilla. I’ll show you your room.”

After getting acclimated to her surroundings, Achilla realized that Sam was right. The Johnson house certainly was different from anything she was used to. In fact, the more time that Achilla spent with the Johnsons, the more she realized that her life with Ailina wasn’t normal. The Johnsons gave Achilla a set of chores to do every week, and expected them to be done by a certain time. Ailina just expected Achilla to clean everything without having to be told. The Johnsons gave Achilla an allowance every week. Ailina would have thought that giving her money was preposterous. Since she was a high school English teacher for Central High School and off for the summer, Sam cooked dinner almost every day, and Brendan cooked whenever he was home early enough. Ailina left food in the fridge and told Achilla to figure it out. Whenever Achilla’s new brother, Samuel, talked back, he got grounded. If he was especially out of line, he got a spanking. Achilla received bare knuckle punches, elbows, and kicks from Ailina when she didn’t follow instructions. She still had bruises and scars on her back for every time she did not do something exactly the way Ailina liked it. The concept of grounding a child, without physically shoving his face into the ground, confused Achilla to no end.

Still, there was one glaring difference above all. Ailina made Achilla train every day until she could barely walk. She taught Achilla how to hit, when to hit, and where to hit someone for almost any situation, and forced her to spar with her until she got it right. She told Achilla every day that she was a superior being above everyone else and that she should use her hands to keep the lower people in their place. She was destined to rule everyone around her.

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Be strong, my friends.

No Apologies,


Author of Achilla The Strong